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As Salaamu Alaykum, I am someone who suffers with a waswasa issue, for the most part of close to 5 years maybe. On my iPhone I have The Qur’aan app, I have Hadith resources, I have access to online database of Islamic books, I have many bookmarks of Islamic resources and books, I have notes from classes and many quotes from classes and Shuyukh. On my iPad I have The Qur’aan app, I have Hadith resources, I have access to online database of Islamic books, and I have notes from classes and many quotes from classes and Shuyukh. On my laptop I have many I have notes from classes and many quotes from classes and Shuyukh. My ipad and laptop contain many many notes from years of classes (Islamic Studies). With that in mind, I have a fear that if I watched something Haraam to masturbate or go to listen to Haraam, I fear that if I went to do that, I would fall into Kufr because of disrespect of what is on my devices. So I didn’t use to do that, then at one point, I was tempted and searched to look at Haraam on my laptop and did an evil sin of masturbation also. After this I repented and may have also intended to repent from kufr as I feared I did kufr. At another event after this I was on my phone and saw something which tempted me and I searched for Haraam and did the evil act of masturbation and I carried on searching and did the act again and another time. I may have been telling myself that I am not pleased with kufr whilst searching etc but after I did all that, I repented and intended to repent from kufr and being pleased with kufr if I had fallen into that. A time after that, the feeling inside felt high and I walked to get my laptop and I wonder if I though because my laptop doesn’t have the Qur’aan app downloaded I will use that, my laptop does have many notes from years of classes and many quotes from Shuyukh and answers. I looked and listened to Haraam on it and carried on after I did an evil sin of masturbation and ended up masturbation two more time looking at Haraam. Before getting my laptop I was telling myself I am not doing kufr thinking to an answer a Shaykh said where he didn’t call a person kaafir for having impermissible things on his phone whilst having The Qur’aan app on there and another answer where the questioner would watch porn I think on his device that he read Qur’aan from. I wonder if I went to my laptop thinking that I don’t read The Qur’aan on it and went to look at wrong. So I may have told myself I am not doing kufr but prior to this when I was on my bed, I told myself that if I do this act, I don’t know if it is kufr (even though I had previously seen those answers from the Shaykhs) and if I went and did it and then intended to say the Shahaadah after then that is being pleased with kufr because you don’t know if it is kufr but just in case you are going to read the Shahaadah so you are pleased with kufr When the temptation rose, I walked over to my laptop telling myself I am not pleased with kufr and I searched for Haraam and carried on and listened to Haraam and did the wrong act with my hand 3 times. After I was done, I may have first told myself I didn’t do kufr but then I feared that what if I did and so I said the Shahaadah many times fearing I did kufr, fearing I did disrespect, fearing I did Istihlaal and I don’t know if there were other fears I had A. With this in mind, did I ever fall into kufr in these events or any similar events where I may have firstly thought I am not doing kufr but then after out of fear in case I did I would say the Shahaadah and if this was repeated more than once, did I become kaafir? B. For someone who has The Qur’aan app on his phone, Hadith books and resources, access to online database of Islamic books, many bookmarks of Islamic resources and books, notes from years of classes and many quotes from classes and Shuyukh, if on that device or devices he went and searched for Haraam to watch and listen to, intending to masturbate, has such a person committed kufr? Bi. In the same scenario mentioned above, if he wasn’t sure if it was kufr but did the act and then said the Shahaadah afterwards is that being pleased with kufr and so he did kufr? Bii. In the same scenario above except that he told himself he is not doing kufr but then after he did the wrong acts he intended to say the Shahaadah intending to repent from kufr, did he do kufr? Biii. In the same scenario as above, if he told himself he is not doing kufr but then after doing the Haraam acts (watching, listening, masturbating) he repented intending to repent from kufr and if he repeated these acts at other times, at those other times, did he do kufr and become kaafir?